today started out rocky. i felt fragile. i cried. i had to make a few hard calls at work... the day was looking bad.
but hearing my nurse practitioner say that i seemed to be doing okay, meant so much. she said the first year or two was always hard, all the "firsts" without my partner. yeah. for sure. sometimes people don't have a clue what "firsts" and when...
also, the girls & i took a walk with a friend & her little boy. we walked two laps around the park. saw a few bunnies, & a tiny little frog. the sunset was awesome!=)
ahhh. finally a sigh & a feeling of well-being.
breathing in peace.
