sometimes it is really hard for me to be in social gatherings. i want to see friends and hang out, but i still feel so awkward without mark... i get emotionally exhausted from interacting, and sometimes it is really hard to be with our "couple" friends when i am now a single mom.
but i was brave today, stepped out of my cocoon of comfort. i went to a birthday party with the girls. they had a blast with all of their friends! i also had fun catching up with friends. it wasn't as awkward as i expected.
i am now reallyreallyreally tired, but the point is, i made it! yesss!
p.s. i am taking another art course, starting monday, & i'm so stoked! i expect to learn so much, have fun, & grow!